What's on your mind today

Jen-chan-->Doushite??o.O

I dont know but I think someone stole it in my OWN house!! BUAAA! That´s so unfair!! I have been searching it here but it doesn´t appear!

have u tried to call ur phone? thats the easiest and fastest way to find it

Now in my mind always think about my lovely parents..
Hopes my mom and dad always smile and happy on heaven...
Miss u so much mom,dad...

i quoted this from my blog, and this is just how i feel now (its long so just skip it )

i think im on my point of breakdown. i feel like too many shits happened to me in last 2 weeks. i wanna cry out but i feel so cheesy like a lil girl who just lost her fave doll. i hate it!

its been 2 months im in master degree but what im doing is not more than cramming on the countless paperworks which make me wanna nuke the whole school. at work im working on my paperworks, while at school i had lost all my energy so i just sit like a tofu in the fridge... just come, sign up, sit and do nothing. to be honest, i feel like i got no shit from my master degree class!

last week while the whole class were discussing bout our next seminar, i was alone in my Spirited Away world... dancing with the bunnies and butterflies when suddenly my friend called me and asked if i have any idea bout the seminar theme. everyone was looking at me with weird face noticing that i was not in the class (not physically) that makes me feel so stupid. then my other friend came to me with worried face just to ask if i was ok. Man, i feel like a donkey amongst the bulls ~,~

i wonder why im torturing myself this way? work from monday to thursday, go to school on friday and saturday. where have my weekends gone??? my coworker said id better get a guy before i graduate cuz guys will get scared to hook me up when they find out that im in master degree. but on the other side, with my such a lack of time i dun even have time to think bout love now. GOD, I DUN WANNA BE A NUN!!!

i am so depressed, i feel like i cant fit in with my new lifestyle. i try i always try to see my life from the brighter side but right now im so lost in a deep forest, the same old place where i used to be... God, please send me an angel to lead my way T_T

on my mind now...Kaczorex in final! <333

Waaa thank u senpai!! Thanks u October 31st was not a day of tears
Thanks 4 be with me and make me laugh !!

Waaaa I love my country!! Specially Death´s day!! It was a great day :D:D

HISASHIBURIII!!!! >____<

i missssss this forum so much!.
and your all AV looks different!! ><
how can?

btw, I failed in the Japanese language national competition of my country..

Jen-chan-->*Agree with Mako-chan*

Yui-chan-->*hugs*

Mako-chan-->*hugs*Be strong dear..This is life..And we will always have a task that given by Kami-sama~Orange Range SPIRIT always be with you!YOSH!!

Ruruu-chan-->Daijobu..Can try again next time rite??^^

Ruru-chan! You can try again, right? ^^


well, I had an exam from English today O_o and I pass it (but that's only extra English lessons )

@lizzie and Pauriina
but, now i'm 3rd class.. next year i cant participate again in the competition .. because I'm not a student again next year...

Aaa...i'm sorry *hug*

un.. ^^
thanx pauriina *hug back

@ruu-nee

daijobu,,,, remember "KEGAGALAN ADALAH AWAL DARI KEBERHASILAN"
maybe u can be a japan language teacher and then u can join exchange teachers' program to japan XD


what's on my mind today is i'm very tired because of islamic training's program, i can't slept well last night XD, i hope i can skip school tomorrow XD

thanx aoi-chan... *hug
amiiinnn... >_______<

btw, i hope i can skip school tomorrow too.. cz to much test and exercise.. ugghhh.. so exhausting...
sa ganbarimashooo aoi chaaaann!!